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Stabbed

Sun Aug 24, 2008, 9:36 AM
As a matter of fact...and I know I'm so getting scolded and smacked for this...but yesterday I was like a few inches from dying.

Depression surely kicks you hard...and the wall too.

And I guess some of you want to know why I was stupid enough for that.

Well, like if someone related to that situation reads here...they don't know a word of english.

Long story short: There's a guy that I like, the one I helped with his Ike's performance.

There's this girl like 4 years younger that likes him too.

And EVERYTHING IS FAULT OF SOMEONE THAT IN THIS MOMENT I WANT TO KICK HARD!

I really wish I could go back on time and tell him to NOT INVITE HER to that meeting we had when they met...

Now why me? Why the same damn situation always happens to me?

Great, now I can't focus on playing FE... I can't even look at Ike now T^T

I'll go draw something not related to...

But why does that messed up with me badly? Because she told me, she told ME! and either she was really dumb to not realize I like him or she was just messing up with me! :X

Ok...I need to stop listening this emo music now or I'll get sick...again...

Screw human feelings I mean it.

I need to go out with some friends now...oh wait, I can't because human nature hates me, such as fate and the stupid college

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  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: Passing Afternoon
  • Reading: Everness
  • Watching: My emo pet rock
  • Playing: Fire Emblem

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~Zeldita:iconZeldita: Aug 24, 2008, 11:19:04 AM
Look, if your talking about the girl I think you are, screw her! I mean, I dunno, but if the guy can't realize how she is then he isn't worth it all right?? I don't know what actually happened to make you feel this way, but anyway, my point here is, there's always bad people, and there's always stupid people... You can't really handle it, it just happens, but don't get depressed, haven't you thought about the fact that THAT's exactly what she wanted you to feel? You're giving her the victory then, just wait, I know it's hard but waiting is the only thing you can do. And well, like I said, if he's like drooling over her and whatever the hell he's doing, then he's not worth it sweetie D:

Hope you get better, whatever you want you can count on me all right?

--
Link's True destiny: To cut all the grass in Hyrule XDD :boogie:

from the first time i laid my eyes on you, i felt the joy of living...|| 操り人形 || ____ i shall go beyond the rainbow...
~Aki-yaoi:iconAki-yaoi: Aug 24, 2008, 11:24:05 AM
You know of who I was talking about ._.
And you know him too! He's as naive as me sometimes
Stupid patience . . . ok I'll try ^^
Hey hey! as far as I know, he's not drooling over her...I think

How about my fic? ^^; Nah kidding

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You can think I'm wrong, but that's no reason to quit thinking. -Dr. House
-.-.-
Ike :heart:

I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me
~Zeldita:iconZeldita: Aug 24, 2008, 11:47:41 AM
I'm in Xalapa right now, if I find a way to connect to my grandma's server I'll upload it XDDDDDD

And see, he's not drooling over her, you still have a chance, just make him realize how evil and creepy and ugly and bitchy she is XD

--
Link's True destiny: To cut all the grass in Hyrule XDD :boogie:

from the first time i laid my eyes on you, i felt the joy of living...|| 操り人形 || ____ i shall go beyond the rainbow...
~Aki-yaoi:iconAki-yaoi: Aug 24, 2008, 3:44:23 PM
D:
Waaaa

Hey you know I can't do that T^T I don't make that to the people

--
You can think I'm wrong, but that's no reason to quit thinking. -Dr. House
-.-.-
Ike :heart:

I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me
~Zeldita:iconZeldita: Aug 24, 2008, 5:56:46 PM
D: you want me to do it ^^? I love makin' people life's miserable ^^

--
Link's True destiny: To cut all the grass in Hyrule XDD :boogie:

from the first time i laid my eyes on you, i felt the joy of living...|| 操り人形 || ____ i shall go beyond the rainbow...
~Aki-yaoi:iconAki-yaoi: Aug 24, 2008, 6:26:10 PM
Well, be my guest then

--
You can think I'm wrong, but that's no reason to quit thinking. -Dr. House
-.-.-
Ike :heart:

I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me
~Zeldita:iconZeldita: Aug 24, 2008, 7:11:49 PM
Yay <3 she'll regret the day she was born *-*

--
Link's True destiny: To cut all the grass in Hyrule XDD :boogie:

from the first time i laid my eyes on you, i felt the joy of living...|| 操り人形 || ____ i shall go beyond the rainbow...
~Aki-yaoi:iconAki-yaoi: Aug 24, 2008, 7:12:17 PM
Even I'm afraid of that XD

--
You can think I'm wrong, but that's no reason to quit thinking. -Dr. House
-.-.-
Ike :heart:

I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me
~Zeldita:iconZeldita: Aug 25, 2008, 2:09:02 PM
Jujuju!

--
Link's True destiny: To cut all the grass in Hyrule XDD :boogie:

from the first time i laid my eyes on you, i felt the joy of living...|| 操り人形 || ____ i shall go beyond the rainbow...
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